
Do you always go to your exercise class and stand in the same spot. Do you make your coffee exactly the same every day. We are such creatures of habit, and that's mostly a great thing, but I think change and a little adventure is also a great thing.
Being a staunch believer in a strong work ethic and that hard work will get you where you want to go, I've nevertheless concluded that if you want to have your own voice and unique way of approaching painting, you also have to be able to play.
Play can be hard for us adults. Play means taking chances; unpredictability can follow, even losing or failing. Play means sometimes taking some risks and it means occasionally wasting some stuff, just to have fun. Remember all those craft projects you did as a kid? These are all things that are counter to our adult sensibilities of orderliness, safety and thriftiness. It also means letting go of the idea that each thing we do must have an outcome that is successful and end in something of tangible or financial merit. A product.
I think that the outcome of every piece won't be anything more than a "product" if we don't really allow ourselves what seems like the luxury of play. We'll never gain that sensibility of wonder and that which makes a work seem effortless if we don't.
Of course there's the risk too, that you can also get too good at play and then you have to switch that it up again. But that's another story!
I suggest digging out all your your supplies from your pastels, watercolors, that tube of "rub 'n buff" from your craft drawer and sit on the floor and take some chances.
Do a simple composition and do it over and over again. You don't need to make an "exercise out of it. Just see what happens and where it takes you. Ask yourself "what if?" What if the foreground was dark in value? What if I take a wet brush to this. What if I make a monoprint from this pastel. Let your curiosity take over. If you make mud, or worse, so what? It's the process and the sensation you're after. What if I use graphite line over this pastel? What if? What if? What if?
Take these sensations of back with you to the easel when you are ready to work on more "serious" pieces. The adventurous spirit , the serendipity. Recall what it felt like to lay down the foundation for something new.










